Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Changes in Life's Ebb & Flow (Re-Post of yesterday, February 21, 2011, )

For those who were not able to read  due to the color malfunction I deleted yesterday's post and did it over hopefully it will work this time. Thank you all for letting me know, I'm still reading and trying to learn the ropes.

BUMPS
By; Lillian Carol Russell

Life isn't always easy there are changes along the way,
Some of the good times you leave behind to be lost with yesterday.


The clock of life keeps ticking, changing all the while,
Some days you greet with tears, others you greet with a smile.


If I place my heart in a box to protect it from hurt and harm, 
It will grow cold and die for a heart must be kept warm,


The bumps in life are painful but I guess it should be know,
Although they are rough we use them to climb they teach us we must hold on.




These are pictures of the Tangipahoa River near where I grew up in Roseland Louisiana, a few miles from my home. Great for fishing swimming, canoeing tubing, camping, a real sportsman's paradise. Spring rains often made the river reach the top of the bridge and sometimes went over the bridge . When we were kids we hoped the bridges would wash out so we would not have school. What foolish children we were.

Growing up in Louisiana near the Tangipahoa River, I watched the spring floods change it's course of flow many times. It would rain for days, the waters would rise up out of its banks and the raging torrential flow would cut a new channel. When every thing settled down we marveled at the change, but soon adapted to it. so it is in life.
My old home place, daddy & all his siblings except Uncle R. C. who had died young of a heart attack. Left to right, Nannie, Tincie, Bessie, (my daddy; D.C.), Susie, Virgie, (L.W. "Bill"), Johnnie, Addie Bell, Mary Dee, James Kennon. The only one still on this side of glory is aunt Bell. (Children of Iley Winston & Dinky Dee Strickland McDaniel)

As children we have no clue as to the many changes that we will go through. We think our parents will always be there to protect us, but by and by they grow old. Shocker; we grow old too; didn't see that coming when I was a kid. I thought old people were another race, then it started to dawn on me the road I was headed down. After a certain age though you don't mind and somewhere along the way I stopped counting new wrinkles, well it reaches a point where you just can't count that high. My grandpa Iley McDaniel always said “A little powder & a little paint will make a gal look like something what she ain't.” Well I go light on that now days because there is no sense drawing a lot of attention to a dead Christmas tree.
Life is grand, my husband and I are retired and loving it but tired should be the main emphasis in the word retired because we both find that the things we wanted to do when our kids were grown and we were on our own we either hurt too bad are we are too tired to do. It is all part of that new channel the river of life has cut out for us during one of those floods of change. There have been so many, some good, bringing joy beyond our wildest dreams. Some filled with heartache and bitter tears and had we not had each other to lean on and God to see us through, I don't know how we would have made it. Always looking back through the hardest and most bitter trials I see that on the other side of the rain there always was a rainbow. My Savior has never let me down and my faith in Him has grown so deep that I have found the need to praise Him even when I weep.




Living on Rainbows


Reaching for the Nail Scared Hand
By: Lillian Carol Russell

Life goes on day after day,
Bringing changes our way.

Seasons of laughter, seasons of tears,
Yesterday is lost in the ebb and flow of tears.

Memories, so many memories I recall,
Looking back I thank God for them all.

Yes even the ones that still bring a tear,
For the chastening has always drawn me near.

The tears draw me nearer my God to thee,
Nearer to the cross of Calvary.

Reaching for the blood stained, nail scared hand,
Reaching for the strength from Thee to stand.

Whom the Lord loveth, He chasteneth, so in my time of pain,
I ask Him for the sunshine, but fret not when I receive more rain.

I know that my God is with me and every burden shares,
I never take a step alone, I know my Savior cares.

In pain He bore the cross alone,
Took my sin upon Him as if it were His own.

Whatever I may suffer as I journey through this life you see,
It is nothing compared to what He did for me.

The price He paid, the blood He shed, the nails that pierced His hands and feet,
The sacrifice He made was total and complete.

How could He love so much a sinner yet to be,
How could He love at all a sinner such as me.



LIVING ON RAINBOWS

This morning it was time to refill my seven day pill packs holders and I thought, well here I am living on all these  colors of the rainbow. My pills are pink, blue, yellow, so many lovely colors, so many pills. Not fun to face every morning.  Seems seven days go by so fast now. My body needs help to keep going because of being, Diabetic, with Congestive Heart Failure, Epilepsy, arthritis, Fibromyalgia, back problems and there are other ailments but you get the picture. Life is one big pill, except for pain pills which I can not take.

The thing is, that we rush through our lives until we are all burned out. I guess it is our human nature. We never stop long enough to enjoy the dessert that God has placed before us. We charge forth wanting the main course. Our youth seems wasted when we get to these golden years, (they should be called our rusty years). One of my husband's favorite teachers, Bob Russell used to tell them to get busy, they were not living in the metallic age yet, that being; " Silver in your hair, gold in your teeth, and lead in your butt." Well, except for the gold in our teeth, here we are full blown metallic age.

We've hurried to raise our children, often missing out on precious joys we should have taken time to relish. Our children are only ours for such a little time, though it seems forever when we are trying to make a living, to put food on the table, pay the bills and all that goes with the rat race of life. They were dessert, we should have taken each day with them and wrapped our hearts around each precious memory. The thing is that we never realized that it would be so temporary.

Time that dragged by so slowly when we were young has now become a fleeting thing. I've watched my grandchildren grow up. They were the topping on that dessert of life. They work so hard in school and their grades are good and they are wonderful children, but they really don't need grandpa and granny so much any more, the rat race is beginning for them. One in collage, one soon to be, the baby headed to high school.

My children are on the thresh-hold of feeling the empty nest, they don't have a clue how much it will hurt, none of us ever do. One day you are going in circles trying to catch up, then before you know it, the house is quiet all day. No toys on the floor, beds stay made, laundry for two, meals for two and you then realize how quickly it went by. Now you would love to have a little hand to hold or hear a little voice wake you from your sleep to say mommy I had a bad dream and oh how you would treasure being able to rock them back to sleep.

Now we have time to watch the beautiful sunrises and sunsets. We admire the flowers and enjoy the birds. We gaze with wonder at the new fallen snow and we treasure the sound of rain. We finally have time to enjoy dessert but we went for the main course, why didn't we take more time to share the beautiful gifts from God with our children? It is forever too late now, no turning back the hand of time. If you still have children in your home please be aware that life is but a vapor as it says in the Bible. Take a bit of time out of each day to let each child and loved one know just how special they are to you. Speak softly, it is the harsh words they will remember. “As the twig is bent, so grows the tree.”

I'm so thankful that my daddy, rest his sweet soul, was a memory maker. He loved life, taught us to see the world around us, and love and laugh and be happy. With each generation the world moves at a faster pace and it gets harder to share special moments. It will come as a shock one day to the younger generation though they can't envision it now, but they too will get old. Take the time to enjoy life's dessert before you find your bones are popping and creaking, your eyesight is going and your idea of a great outing is sitting in the rocking chair on the front porch or watching TV together in an adjustable bed.


"When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure." .Peter Marshall

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